TO COLLEAGUES, FRIENDS, PARTNERS
Please accept my
apologies for this not being a handwritten note. I should be doing so to each
of you who are readers and supporters who mean so much to me. You are my
colleagues, my friends and partners in ministry. People I have served and been
served by. Some of you support financially FAILING AND FEELING It is true I have
retired three times, once as church senior pastor, once as church executive
pastor, and once as nonprofit ministry executive director. It adds up to having
flunked retirement three times! Each time I have been given an honorary
emeritus designation, so instead of an “F,” maybe I got a “D—.” Retirement is a
subject I’ve never been good in. My third and final
retirement was just getting under way when Dixie was diagnosed with pancreatic
cancer. Eighteen months later she was with our Savior and Redeemer, the One
whom we served our entire lifetimes together. Is there a lesson here? The
lesson is, I thought we had more time. I should have flunked sooner.
It’s something you might want to think about it. I feel the loss of my
wife, best friend, and ministry partner every day. Before her death she agreed
to my telling her story, but only if I filled it with “teaching moments.” Soon
after her death, Dixie’s “teaching moments” memoir, Sacred Journey[2],
was
published. After its publication, I hit the ‘grief wall,’ both emotionally and
spiritually. This is where others of you entered or reentered my life, offering
up your amazing prayer support, helping me navigate the Valley of
Shadows (Psalm 23). So it is important, as the year 2018 nears its ending, I
share with you my deep and heartfelt gratitude. The lesson here is, “The
prayer of a righteous person has great power.”[3] WHAT IS AHEAD? Some have asked what am
I doing now, having entered my ninth decade of life? For sure, I am being drawn
closer to my heavenly home. Upon my arrival, after resting a bit from the
excitement of the journey, I want to see Jesus, greet my friends, then travel
around heaven with my wife, who by this time will know all the cool places we
should visit, as we look forward together to our Lord’s next assignment. UNTIL THEN, GOD WILLING The lesson here?
Live your life as it is meant to be. The final third of one’s
life is The Resolution, the season of listening to, interpreting with, and
inspiring those who follow after us. So listen well, my
friend, speak to influence, be creative, stir the glowing embers in your peers,
and leave the Light on for the next generation. Merry Christmas andHappy New Year! [1] Ministry donations may be directed to Westminster
Chapel/Ward Tanneberg Ministries, 13646 NE 24th St, Bellevue WA 98004. [2] Sacred Journey by Ward Tanneberg, Hartline Literary
Group, 2016. Available in soft cover and Kindle on Amazon.com. [3] James 5:16
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